This is honestly killing me. There has to be some other reason. The only thing that’s changed in our relationship is the title of it and anything physical. It is getting so hard for me to act like I’m okay with this. You have no idea how badly I want to reach out and grab your hand or just to kiss you. And you seem so okay with none of this happening, its like you don’t want me. Do you have any idea what it’s like to feel unwanted by the person you love? It sucks. Yet I go on continuing to be friends with you because “this is only temporary”. Waiting is one of my biggest pet peeves and waiting for things to go back to normal is killing me. And on top of that every person that I’ve talked to about it tells me the only reason a break would be necessary is because you want to sleep with other people. I know you say you don’t, and I wholeheartedly trust you, but that’s so hard to believe. It’s the only conclusion I can come to every time I ask myself why. Then there’s the bit where three days after you tell me you just want to be friends, we sleep together. You gave me hope with that. But now it’s like you don’t even want to touch me. You gave me hope, and then you ripped it away. I hate having to act like everything’s fine and then end up crying myself to sleep at night. My head is so fucked right now. I just want things to go back to normal..